Why is it so hard??

Why is it so hard to understand? Why do I hate him and yet he is so sweet and cute to me. But never will he understand why I feel this way. He does not know how to love, but he taught me and thats good enough for me. Why is it so hard to understand that I have to move on? I have to forgive & forget, but it is hard...and so painful. And others will come and go. I'll hurt, even more possibly, that they go. But I will find a way to move on.....somehow.